Earlier last night found myself in a dream area where I had worked before recently – was conscious of
this and for some reason thinking that I was starting to connect with R____ re when she will go into
labor. Now can't remember the dream, was confident at the time that I would remember.
Yesterday, went shopping with M____ – went to Art Thing, Inc where I found fadeless papers and
bookbinder's glue.
Uneasy about my appearance – loss of influence based on declining standard of personal maintenance –
Mrs. L____ and D___ using me but acknowledging my contribution – Mrs. L___ had 20 chocolates (in
4 boxes wrapped in orange-red paper). I took them and put them in my drawer and ate some
(unconscious theft – didn’t realize that I did it until others started looking and I owned up to it, pulling
drawer open, three boxes remained. Part of dream spent trying to locate, get to an address in the city.
Returned from camping at Chincoteaque last night – We spent two nights there. Mosquitoes were
murderous – determined (with T____, after usual spats) to learn how to vacation well together. He
came around to the value of preparation and taking some cooking stuff with – I need to learn how to
cook outdoors in a straight forward way. We pumped the air mattress up at a gas station (smart).
While on the trip – went down back road and saw a house that reminded me of a dream I had where
T____ and I were walking through an old house.
R____'s baby born 2:07 am in S____.
Riding in front seat next to "Number One" (Star Trek William Riker). Admired him. Was tossing stuff
back over my shoulder – considering only half-seriously what it would be like to be his lover. Saying
nothing. He was looking all around up and down the street as we rode on. (I don’t know who or what
was driving).
At a dinner table with Mrs. L____, found a card from S____ where she writes that she was checking on
what I was doing for Mrs. L____. Claimed credit for pushing the "T____ thing along." Mrs. L____
came over and snatched the card out of my hands.
Had small portable TV, black rectangular box, one portion slid back to set up. Decided to set it up in a
novel place – wondered whether could use the power in the new room (3-prong receptacle – did it carry
appropriate power?)
Standing next to a black man in front of bathroom mirror. Am interested in him as potential mate,
although I realize he's not too bright – I am attracted. I touch his brow. Realize that he's brushing his
teeth I start to do the same next to him.
The season has changed so that BS (building maintenance) and other can now maintain the lawn –
seeing our yard from up the street – it is starting to shape up before everyone else's.
On a trip with M____ – she has been instructed to drop in on someone she knows, a man (in a
restaurant). She can't remember how to pronounce his name. Someone in Dr. L____'s office had made
the suggestion. Nothing comes of her intrusion on the guy.
Bit of Star Trek – "There's a message for (a woman of another race – perfectionist)" – "Was she the
first on board?" "No." "I like her already."
In a house full of Thai people, coming and going.
[more – didn't get back to write it down, forgot).